Last time already. It's NOT your fault. People do freeze up. It's a natural physiological reaction to stress. You can't be made responsible for the actions of your brain chemistry in circumstances that you don't usually face. I couldn't move either when I saw Senri on the stretcher, although I do admit that I did feel bad for it. Even if I know it's natural.
What I'm saying, no one's blaming you, Kippei-san. Senri... Senri jus did what his heart told him to. He's like that, selfless and spontanous, always following his heart... but I believe you know that already. It wouldn't be the Senri we love if he wasn't like that, right? So please, stop blaming yourself. No one's at fault. Sometimes... Some things... they just happen. Without a reason. It's that they don't have a reason, that there's no sense in them, that's what hurts so much.
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Date: 2014-09-07 05:20 pm (UTC)What I'm saying, no one's blaming you, Kippei-san. Senri... Senri jus did what his heart told him to. He's like that, selfless and spontanous, always following his heart... but I believe you know that already. It wouldn't be the Senri we love if he wasn't like that, right? So please, stop blaming yourself. No one's at fault. Sometimes... Some things... they just happen. Without a reason. It's that they don't have a reason, that there's no sense in them, that's what hurts so much.